Inside Every Day

Have you ever noticed that when something goes wrong in your life, or hasn't gone according to plan, the people who surround you and care about you, all try to give a little piece of advice? And they aren't just doing it out of pity, or because they feel obligated to, but it's real. They truly want you to feel better. And each little piece is unique because it came from an experience that they once had and from something that they once learned. It's like getting all the "good" from these past experiences, without feeling all the "bad". This last week has been full of sit-down talks, paragraph texts, long hugs, and encouraging smiles :). At first, I just wanted everybody to leave me alone.. And I felt annoyed that everyone was "up in my business". Ha. The last thing I wanted to be doing was talking about what had happened, and why it happened, and how I felt. BUT, as of late, these people have made me realize more than I ever would have...

What seemed like a horrible weekend in front of me, turned into adventures in Provo and Orem with two of the greatest pick-me-uppers I know. I can't thank these two enough for the love and friendship they have always given me. Mikay and Skyler, you sexy beasts, I love you to death. Thanks again. ~Sadie Nicole~

I'm just sorta pumped because after months and months of no new music, and an ongoing list of songs and shazam tags, I finally had the chance to download it all onto my iPhone. (Whoo! Cue celebration dance.) Oh my goodness, but really, it's like Christmas morning. I've probably been annoying the people around me for constantly having my headphones in, and who knows how many people have tried to talk to me at school. That's a great way to make friends. They say hello, and I literally don't even acknowledge their existence. Haha! Naw, let's be honest, nobody really says hi to me in the halls anyway. But I find enjoyment in not having anybody to have to talk to or impress. Except my boyfriend is most likely getting tired of the unbrushed, naturally curly, tangled nest sitting on top of my head every day. I took the "You look good no matter what" a little too literally, and most likely am making him regret ever saying that. Ha. I've found out that...

The nights are getting colder, the sweatshirts are coming out, the haunted houses are opening, and it's time to face the fact that Summer 2k14 is officially coming to an end. :( Nooooo! But to be quite frank, I'm too stoked for Halloween and the holidays. Also, I feel that my fashion sense is a little better in the Fall, and I won't look like a lazy butt all the time wearing my nike pro shorts and t-shirts. Yay for jeans, cute sweatshirts, boots, and layers. :) Oh, the joys of cooler weather. Summer is splendid, but I say once school starts, the weather can stop pretending that we're still able to take a vacay to the beach, and cool the heck down. But that's just my say. School is such a downer on life sometimes. But anyway. Goodbye Summer. Thank you for my vacation to the beach, adventures with my loved ones, my first time real rock climbing, and the birth of my very first nephew! You've been so good to me.  ~Sadie Nic...

For the last year, I have been more than ready to be on my own. You know, the "I'm sick of being at home and I want to make my own freakin rules" type of thinking. Well, here I am, in my corner of the apartment, living just thirty-five minutes from South Jordan and the house I love to call my true home. There's nothing wrong with Provo, UT, but I find myself feeling like I am just on a little vacation. Like there's no possible way that this is my new home. It's as if Room 202 is a stranger and I am stuck sitting next to it on the city bus. But it's ok because I know that after the next few stops I'll be getting off and won't have to see this stranger or feel the awkward, silent tension between us ever again. But nope. Haha! For the next year, this place, this apartment, this room, is my new home. Now, of course I know it's just going to take some getting use to and some unwanted adjustments, but right now, the silence is killing...

I must say, creating this blog was one thing, but figuring out how to use it?? Not something I have enjoyed. Welcome though, to a blog about me. The insides of my everyday life through pictures and writing. Enjoy. Or don't. I won't be too butt hurt about it…  ~Sadie Nicole~